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5月31日 谈论 Life is going on, and I'm back.
引用 Life is going on, and I'm back. 2月17日 This is reopening again I've read all my entries and comments on this space, which recorded most major steps I've made and the road I've been coming through. Here I'd like to thank every one of you who have ever come to here, bringing me your warm regards. Life is like a bottle of wine, we drink it slowly so that we can savour every drop of it. By drinking and tasting this wine, we will learn to cherish, to thank and to grow up. The following is my another space: http://braveheartoftony3.spaces.live.com Welcome to have a glance! 1月1日 A quiet dayToday is the first day of the new year. I was going to pencenter, but there were no buses. Then I walked home alone. Unwittingly, I noticed that I was the only person who walked in the street. Few cars passed by, some ravens cried out. Clouds covered sunshine, winds rushed at me. I walked alone, slowly, heavily.
8 months' gone like 8 days. All in a wink, all becoming history. Memories are bitter and sweet. I'd rather remember all those sweetness. Major decisions are always made quickly and resolutely. Once being made, all left is to follow.
Time flies, never stops. But this moment, it's only for me. 9月6日 Good bodyI used to have a good body, eating well, sleeping well, but I just took it for granted, never treasure such a gift.
Now with the stomachache, I'm typing with my computer, recalling the past happy life, and in any minute I may rush to the restroom to vomit. Last night, I was so tired, while the stomach just kept aching. I was toss and turn, hesitaing whether to get up or not. Suffered in about 2 hours, I finally got up, trying to make some food so that I could take some medicine. The only thing I could think was noodles with chicken soup. Unfortunately, it was not as delicious as I expected, and now it is just by my side, fully, deadly and silently.
If there is still a chance to bring me back, I will swear god to take good care of my body, and never let it break down again.
I miss you, mum. 4月25日 喜欢这段话在浮动汇率制下，美国完全可以利用已经建立起来的美元地位的优势来维持自己的第一强国的地位。即靠赤字美元和高息揽资，外加最强大的军事力量做后盾的政策，确保国际资本大量地流向美国以填补高额的赤字，靠用借来的美元购买全世界的商品，维持美国作为世界第一大市场的地位，而让日本、欧洲赚了美元以后，让这些体现他国劳动和物质财富的美元再流回美国，让美国人享受。这样，表面上美国成为全世界最大的债务国，事实上却意味着日本、欧洲乃至世界各国在十几年乃至更长的时间里都是在给美国打工；在美国债台高筑，赤字满簿到一定程度时，来他个“美元恶性贬值”，美国所欠的债务便等于一笔勾销。 4月18日 Done for the first interview in my lifeToday is a special day
I've done the first interview in my life today.
It was great, little nervus, lots of fun, and I enjoyed. Hopefully will I get the job, and then I will earn my first big cheque, and just waif for further continuous fun and achievements.
^_^ 4月11日 Life is going on, and I'm back.It's a long time since I was here last time.
At this momemt, a peaceful dark night, with plenty of thinkings, I'm falling asleep.
However, just want to write some words to memorize this moment.
Sometimes, do not want to work too much, need time for pleasure. Like this momemt, time of my own spirit, totally free from anything, smelling the beautiful fragrance of the cologne filled in my room, following my instinct, I'm here, without any reason, simply because I want to.
When people feel lonely, when they feel nobody to talk to, when they feel nobody can truly understant them, what do they do?
They will talk to themselves, as what I'm doing here. Don't get me wrong. At this moment, I'm not upset, but thanks for your careness. I enjoyed this thoroughly relaxed lonely moment, every second of it.
I don't expect anybody will be able to understand me completely at all. In fact, nobody is absolutely understood by other people, including themselves. People are wearing masks every day, when facing other people. They are so tired that they even lose their own memories of themselves. People keep working everyday, keep pretending. Why are they wearing those shit? Because of fearness of uncertainty, because of afraidness of dangers. When will they feel safe? With their parents, probably, or with those they've been truly loving, There was a great guy hundreds of years ago, saying:" Be careful when you are alone." Because when they are alone, they can't be more real than ever. Therefore, they should watch their true bodies carefully, and do not let them go into wrong directions. In a certain degree, they may think they are just putting themselves into another cage. We are always in cages. Nobody is able to escape, even when they are alone. What a shame!
Well, do not have any purse of writing anything special. Just followed my instincts. It made me feel truly free at this moment. Maybe I'm too tired. Maybe I should go to bed...
What the world will be if people all show their true faces in front of others? Will it be scary? I guess it's already is. It doesn't hurt to be worse. Am I afraid? No, I'm a free buddy. 2月19日 The last one before a new successTo much love topics in this blog
It's the time to review my life steps. And I'm surprised by such amount of topics of love.
People live for love. It's true, but too much will dampen their desire, slow down their steps, weaken their spirit and finally make them lose power of dreams.
However, as we know love is a destined thing, not what you want and then you will get. So it's kind of a waste of time writing topics on this.
Sincerely, I'm going to fill my life with work and enjoyment of life.
I'm going to work harder on my studies;
I'm going to make more new friends;
I'm going to play more intense sports;
I'm going to focus more on my potentials.
The great do not live in the past, they live in the present and they are preparing for their futures.
I will have a bright one and it all depends on how much I'm paying to gain.
2月18日 我们应当如何去爱如果你珍惜她，就不要轻易和她开始。
要么做朋友，要么就让她做老婆。
一个朋友的话，几年前在一个咖啡屋里跟我说的。今天又听到了，感动依旧，也许是因为自己知道这样的一个故事吧。但是不尝试，怎么知道能不能成为我的老婆呢？
在爱情面前，现在感觉，我们还是应当主动去争取的。不要给自己留下任何后悔的机会，即使会有很多痛苦。因为，没有去争取的爱，当你失去以后，那就不是痛苦，是绝望了。宁肯现在留点眼泪，也不要让自己将来心里滴血。
勇敢的去追求自己的爱，并不是说不珍惜你对她的爱了。反而是你看重这份感情，希望能进一步发展。如果最后不能让她做你的老婆，那至少自己努力去做朋友吧。即便失败了，你已经对的起自己了。真正损失的是她，因为她不仅错过了你的爱，还错过了你这样一个勇敢去爱她，去争取她，真正关心她，值得她信赖和依靠的朋友。
而且，如果老把自己关起来，瞻前顾后的不敢去爱，那又怎么可能遇到自己的真命公主呢？所以，让我们都大胆的，疯狂的去追求我们的幸福吧！
^_^ 2月11日 喧嚣中的寂寞 最近总是party不断，吃，喝，玩，乐。聚餐，“杀人”游戏，节目表演，真心话vs大冒险，大家在一起喧闹，快乐，放纵，发泄。朋友的感情在聚会中被增进，朋友的性格在活动中被了解。
然而，每次party好象都仅仅只是上一个的重复和翻版。同样的人，同样的食物，同样的游戏，同样的欢歌笑语。在活动中快乐，在快乐中麻木，在麻木中品尝寂寞。
我们需要的究竟是什么？我们苦苦追寻的到底是什么？
为什么会失落？是因为迷失。
为什么会迷失？是因为快乐的不知所措。
为什么会不知所措？是因为喧嚣中的寂寞。
在喧嚣的时候，表面上，大家都笑逐言开，其实，心里才是真正的寂寞。
寂寞，因为没有爱情的呵护；
寂寞，因为没有克制的放纵；
寂寞，因为没有心灵的交互；
寂寞，因为重复的重复。
我们的生活常常就是这样，在喧嚣中倍感寂寞。
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